The Glory of His Grace

For those who consider themselves as nothing, renouncing every form of selfishness and pride, who mourn for their sin, who consider others of more importance, and for those who feel the hunger pains of yearning to be made into the image of the holy God and unlike the character of our indwelling sin (Matt. 5:3-6), this is the best news in the world. It is, as Martyn Lloyd-Jones writes, the heart of the gospel:

“To hunger and thirst really means to be desperate, to be starving, to feel life is ebbing out, to realize my urgent need of help… Let us look briefly at what is promised to those who are like that… ‘They shall be filled’, they shall be given what they desire. The whole gospel is there. That is where the gospel of grace comes in; it is entirely the gift of God. You will never fill yourself with righteousness, you will never find blessedness apart from Him. To obtain this, ‘all the fitness He requireth, is to see your need of Him’, nothing more” (Sermon on the Mount, p. 68).

ML-J goes on about the reality of justification in the life of one such believer:

“If you believe on that cross He was dying for you and for your sin, you have been forgiven; you have no need to ask for forgiveness, you have been forgiven… the righteousness of Christ is imputed to you. God looks at you in the righteousness of Christ and He no longer sees the sin. He sees you as a sinner whom He has forgiven… The Christian, therefore, should always be a man who knows that his sins are forgiven. He should not be seeking it, he should know that he has it, that he is justified in Christ freely by the grace of God, that he stands righteous at this moment in the presence of the Father” (Sermon on the Mount, p. 69). 

This blessed truth—that we are justified in Christ apart from anything we do—is the freedom of the Christian to pursue holiness, knowing that it is freely given to him. He pursues it not as a wage, but as a gift. 

“The Christian is one who at one and the same time is hungering and thirsting, and yet he is filled. And the more he is filled the more he hungers and thirsts. That is the blessedness of this Christian life” (Ibid, p. 70). 

In preparation for some pastoral work this summer in Boulder, Colorado, I have been collecting and reading (or re-reading) some great books on the pastorate and the work of the preacher. They are all books that I would say are “life-changing.” On the list are Between Two Worlds, Preaching and Preachers, The Supremacy of God and Preaching, The Cross of Christ, The Reformed Pastor, and The Cross and Christian Ministry.

Much to my surprise, however, what’s been radically impacting my life isn’t input from some of the best preachers and pastors in Christian history. Rather, it’s been the best Preacher in the universe—Christ Himself.

Really it just shows my pride. In my desire to make something of myself I gathered a bunch of books, compiling the “perfect” list that would equip me for the job. What I’ve been finding, instead, is that only God can equip, and He does it by faith, not by my works. I think what I really wanted was to make myself a good pastor and then boast about it. I would say God looks on and laughs, but when I read how the LORD killed Nadab and Abihu for trying to add to His works (Lev. 10:1-3), I don’t think it’s laughter He feels.

In the midst of all of this, the LORD has been showing me a radically different kind of preparation—not about preaching, catechizing, counseling, or even passion in the pulpit—no, in His great love, the LORD has been teaching me poverty of spirit, mourning over my sin, meekness, and (thus far) the hunger for His righteousness (Matt. 5:3-6). Sinclair Ferguson writes,

“Our greatest temptation and mistake is to try to smuggle character into his work of grace. How easily we fall into the trap of assuming that we remain justified only so long as there are grounds in our character for that justification” (The Christian Life, pp. 82-83).

So, while there are many great books to be read, and many great preachers to learn from, there is one Preacher who demands my attention, and He has preached perhaps the greatest sermon of all time at the Mount (and it’s shredding my Pharisaic heart right now!). He is calling me always back to the first thing, that Christ died for my sins (1 Cor. 15:3). 

Once again, I have found that the first and most important thing has become the easiest to forget. But by God’s grace, He never lets His children make it very far from the cross. And now that’s where I find myself, ashamed at the wickedness of my sin and awake to the fact that God Saves Sinners, of which I am the foremost. What a Savior.

So this blog begins where I begin: a great sinner in need of a Greater Savior.